2009年8月25日星期二

Happy Valentine's Day

Since having a target, this year I can't give you much.

Thanks for your forgiveness.
Thanks for you accompany me.
If you didn't stay with me, I can't imagine what's my current life.

I smile because of you.
I feel sorry because of you.
I work hard because of you.

My dear,
Happy Valentine's Day

2009年8月20日星期四

Current Situation

Update my current situation to enrich my desolate blog.

cs1.
Victims of this flood became the greatest people in Taiwan. Their tears can make everyone apologize to them. I think help them is everyone's responsibility , but their destruction is not our fault. They blame everyone and everything but not themselves.

cs2.
I'm surveying information of PMP certification, but it's fxxking expensive. The examination fee is US$ 405... But now I just have NT$ 300.

cs3.
8/29 ~ 8/31 is my company excursion. This year we will go to澎湖, and unfortunately I'll be the 領隊 of this trip. I just tell myself : enjoy it!

2009/8/20

2009年5月19日星期二

Sputnik情人

第三次的教召,雖然是無奈的過程
利用漫長的空白瑣碎時間把村上的"人造衛星情人"讀完

所謂的Sputnik,指的是俄文的Traveling Companion
很酷的比喻唷,但並不是每個衛星都運行著相同的軌道
若只是短暫的交會,在悸動後很快就會回到孤寂裡

劇情其實不是很重要,村上的書好像一向如此
大致上來說是個1男2女的三角戀情故事
孤獨的男主角心靈上喜歡小堇,生理上也愛著小堇
小堇心靈上愛著孤獨的男主角 & 妙妙,生理上愛著妙妙
妙妙心靈上愛著小堇,生理上誰也不愛

前幾天在MSN上跟3G聊了幾句,我真的衷心認為年齡跟孤寂程度是成正比的
隨著年齡的增加,每個人都有著自己的運行軌道,也就更孤寂了
某種程度上,已經徹底社會化的你我他,跟村上書裡的角色、跟異鄉人的莫梭沒啥差別
Sputnik 2號載著萊卡犬飛入太空軌道裡,聽起來就很孤單

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我那時候可以瞭解。我們雖然是很好的旅行伴侶,但終究只不過是各自畫出不同軌道的 孤獨金屬塊而已。從遠處看來,那就像流星一般美麗。但實際上我們卻個別封閉在那裡,只不過像什麼地方也去不了的囚犯一樣。當兩顆衛星的軌道碰巧重疊時,我 們就像這樣見面了。或許心可以互相接觸。但那只不過是短暫的瞬間。下一個瞬間我們又在回到絕對的孤獨中。直到有一天燃燒殆盡為止。"